Friday, July 25, 2008 @11:22 PM
i should say my blog is officially dead. ok. my fault. i shouldnt push the blame since i'm suppose to be the one doing the updates. right.
wanted to blog about a few things but i kind of forgot about them cos yea. i thought about them a while ago and yes, due to my small brain, i need to prioritise what to remember and what not to. besides, prelims are coming. i have less than a month. this is definitely killing me. so little time left! haiz. i've got nightmares of 5 big Us on my leaving cert. ):
change topic. (: new hot discussion topic among my j2 female schoolmates recently: prom and prom dresses. -.- i'm kinda getting bored by it. fine. i'm not going for prom and i have good reasons for it. ok. i am told to reconsider but i doubt i'll change my mind. in quantum physics, we learn that there is a probability for a particle to tunnel through a potential barrier. yes. there is still that little probability but in my case, sad to say, no, it doesnt exist. it's just too bad i'm not going. i'm sorry to my classmates. i feel bad saying this but i still feel amused by their reactions when i said, "I'm not going from prom." let me make my reasonings:
1) early bird price of $70 takes up 70% of my months allowance. usual price of $78 will be a larger proportion of my allowance. Prom is a luxury good to me so yea, i dont really need it.
2) i hate dressing up. asking me to wear a dress and heels for that long?! no way.
3) my friend passed a casual comment the other day. "you can say prom is like a big wardrobe." it feels like a big dress factory to me and yes, there's bound to be someone wearing something similar to what you're wearing. it'll feel weird.
4) as an elder sister who cares a lot about equality between myself and my sister, i already feel that many a times, my sister gets deprived of things that i'm allowed. since she wasnt allowed to go for her only prom in sec4 last year, i should also make it fair that i do not go for my one and only prom too. my friend argues that it's a total different situation but i guess, i dont think that far. it's still the same to me. i'm truly sorry.
that means, my gown is to continue rotting in my cupboard until i next attend a family wedding dinner. time to check out my cousin's progress with his girlfriend. haha. i seriously think he should get married soon. i doubt he'll see this. busy man he is.
updating my caal records online is seriously a chore. such waste of time. ok. i know it's paperless and convenient but it doesnt make a difference when i still need to use up resources while using the comp. due to high oil and fuel prices, the prices of electricity has also gone up and this is not helping. the time wasted could be spent on more efficient stuff like doing more practise questions for my upcoming exams. i'm facing a welfare loss.
yes. i brain feels like revising. i'm just glad market failure doesnt appear here since my teacher just revised market failure with us today. -.- i need to catch some sleep. need to be in school the whole day tmr.
restructured time table's out and PCME got a not so friendly time table. ):
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MRS JALLEH!