Friday, June 20, 2008 @4:22 PM
this marks my 100-post. wanted to blog a few days ago but was shoo-ed by my sis from her comp. ):
school's starting soon and yes. that's a few more months to A's and i feel so not prepared. ):
to round off the end of my hols, i shall do a final update from my friday the 13th post onwards. friday the 13th wasnt a bad day for me though i was tired. reached home at 11pm+ if i didnt remember wrongly. went out with my parents to ride Singapore Flyer. i should say it's really cool although it's only half and hour. took some pictures though my sis and i felt that that day's pics werent good. cannot find the inspiration i guess. ): pictures of the different colours of the flyer at night can be found from my sis' blog. go find the link. (: i'm too lazy to upload. bought souvenirs too and i should say it's really ex. i bought the Flyer jigsaw puzzle. it's 500 pieces (only) and it's the evening view. shall do after A's. cant wait. (: went for dim sum buffet on fathers' day. nothing much for the weekend i should say. or rather i cant really remember.
went class bbq on mon evening. i guess most of the time i spent was bbqing. celebrated long and zhang kang's bday. it was really funny looking at them playing the kids scissors, paper, stone, the kind where you have to do a big split when you lose. they did it in jacuzzi. after that they played a game called kaching. it's suppose to be like a jackpot machine and they're suppose to do the same actions without communication. apparently it was possible to cheat so we decided that they'll stop when the actions are all different. yea. the actions are kinda silly. poor ernest. got drag in to do it and he's birthday was way over. played bridge with shufang, audrey, bingxin, kim and ernest too. had a great time in general.
tues was cip. although i regretted signing up for it. i should say it wasnt a wrong decision. it was fun. at least now i can say i left NJCOGZ on a good note and i think, now, i can play solo with more confidence. shall go prac some nice songs so that i can play for my parents, aunts and uncles to hear since they like it. that's when i'm bored from studies. as of now, my brain's totally filled with "YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING." shant blog about wed. 家丑不可外扬. yup.
went my gor gors' place yesterday to study. ok. here's my rants. i was pissed off. got told off for wanting to cook at my cousin's place. is that considered playing? ok. maybe i didnt really take into account how long it takes to cook and to clean up the mess which is part of wasting time. so qh and i decided that we'll pack from youshinoya. in the end when we went there, there was no one at the counter serving. we ended up eating bread. ): waited for 854 for so long can and i think we should have alighted one stop before. ok. i shant complain but take it as plain exercise. last thing, i forgot to bring my complex notes. how dumb.
sometimes i think i take what people say too seriously. i mean things that are close to my heart, what i care about, what i've experienced before or what i'm currently going through. maybe i'm just too sensitive. this reminds me of the last day of school in p6. my form teacher stood in front of the whole class and started commenting on each and everyone of us. and yes. she said i'm a very sensitive person. too sensitive i should say.
i broke down last night. went to bed really early and i refuse to get out of bed at 12am when i knew i wouldnt continue to sleep. i fell asleep again after a while. maybe i'm pms-ing. i get tired easily. had a nightmare and i vaguely remember it. something about getting back gp ct paper one and getting a score of 13. DISASTROUS.
that's about it. and i guess that's why i'm afraid of a failing grade. i cannot 对不起自己的良心, 对不起父母+ my sis and 对不起给我很多鼓励的老师, 朋友 and my gor gors. so now i can only think about physics, chem, math, econs and gp. no one wants to fail A's after 2 years in a jc, neither do i.