Saturday, March 08, 2008 @12:39 AM
long time never blog. or rather i've never been in the mood to blog since school starts. sighs. life goes on as usual with more homework. this year they've decided to scrape first common test. we have topical test every now and then. i doubt it's really helping me, nevertheless i'll still be working really hard. for the sake of the 'A's, it's worth it. jia you!
'A's results were out yesterday and i think my school did not bad. i stayed for the release of results. cant believe it'll be my turn next year. sighs. i am seriously scared! congrats to those who did well. to those who didnt, it's not the end of the world. with perseverence, we can still shine in our own ways. (:
aside from results, recently, things have been happening at cca. really sad conditions and huge problems. haiz.. heard from so many people, got to hear the different perspectives yet i cant do anything. i dont have the authority to do anything do i? what's the use of being in NJCOGZ exco before? i feel so useless at times yet at the same time i feel like laughing. i can finally wash my hands off all these troubles but i feel sad for my closest co friends, that they have to face these kind of nonsense. i feel like saying the episodes of the various happenings but i dont want to offend others and cause more trouble so i shall be as least detailed as possble. so happen there are so many conflicts and they are still on going; i heard even the teachers and conductors are unhappy as well. haiz.. what happened to cogz? it seems as if it's falling again. what's going to happen next? why should people insist when they know that it would not be accepted by the others? arent we taught to be flexible? why cant some people learn to give in at times? is compromising that difficult? haiz.. i'm really lost. so lost that i feel like running away from myself, my passion and everything. i want to numb myself terribly.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ABEL!