Sunday, March 30, 2008 @8:24 PM
i'm feeling emo again. ): what's wrong with me? haiz.. thinking about stuff that happened throughout this month again. there were things to be happy about but most of the time, i think i'm feeling sad within.
when school reopened, my friends gave me my belated birthday presents. haha. a pooh 20-pocket folder, a pooh pencil case, a pooh pouch and a big pooh towel. was really touched cos i was feeling down throughout the whole march hols. that really brightened up my day. thanks loads! (: really sorry for cancelling the bbq that we planned for so long.
then the math test that was a disaster. how can i score a single digit. this is my worst math paper ever and yes, as promised, i wont let that happen again. (i want pepper lunch!!) but to think of the reason why i failed, i deserve it. on the brighter side, i didnt go against my own values. we should all learn to face deaths of our loved ones.
and that led me to really think about what is the significance of life.
before the performance with the SPH choir, ms lim was trying so hard to make us play with emotions, the song ju hua tai. she talked about death, about how we will think about the person and everything. i dont know but it just doesnt feel right for me. maybe i'm thinking too much. i shouldnt dwell on it. life moves on.
(i'm stopping here. i cant bring myself to continue.)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHERFENG! (i'm so sorry i didnt know it was your birthday.)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENQIN!