was just randomly sourcing for lyrics and yes, i really do like these:
细水长流
词曲：梁文福
年少时候，谁没有梦，无意之中，你将心愿透露。
就在你生日的时候，我将小小口琴送，最难忘记，你的笑容。
友情的细水慢慢流，流进了你我的心中。
曾在球场边为你欢呼，你跌伤我背负。
夜里流星飞渡，想象着他日的路途，晚风听着我们壮志无数。
年少时候，谁没有愁，满腔愤概，唯有你能听得懂。
每当我失意的时候，你将那首歌吹奏，琴声悠悠，解我轻忧。
岁月的细水满满流，流到了别离的时候。
轻拍你的肩，听我说朋友不要太惆怅。
霓虹纵然再嚣张，我们的步履有方向，成败不论切莫将昔日遗忘。
多年以后，又再相逢，我们都有了疲倦的笑容。
问一声我的朋友，何时再为我吹奏。
是否依旧，是否依旧。
人生的际遇千百种，但有知心长相重。人愿长久，水愿长流，年少时候。
i felt emo again today. i dont know why but i guess it was because i lacked sleep ): my whole body seems to be aching. ): and i strongly believe that essence of chicken is not working on me anymore. guess i'm immune to it, just like people who take too much panadol. i should stop relying on that. haha. ok. i know some people think eating essence of chicken is weird. too bad. one man's dish is another's poison. :P
i thought today would be another dooms day for me cos firstly, i wasnt even wide awake for school. reaching the interchange to find the usual queue for 852 as long as ever, my dad said "we shall take the 6.20am bus." "and to risk turning up late for work?" i replied. he said it was alright and so we waited. guess what? when the bus driver started the bus, he couldnt get the ezlink machine to operate properly and there goes the extra 10minutes of waiting at the door of the bus. now my dad's gonna be late and i am not at all happy. my physics SPA practice task was still blank and i planned to complete it in school before assembly. my dad reached school at 7.28am. for me, yes, my practice task remains undone and i am totally guilty. today's so not going to be a good day for me. but i was wrong. haha. ok. no surprises but i was just glad i managed to pull through.
i didnt fall asleep during lecture and i was so lucky enough that my teacher didnt go through the practice task that i didnt do. what a relieve but yes, i was so afraid cos i was sitting in the front row during lab today. bingxin brought dried cuttlefish today and i had some in the morning before assembly. the whole bottle was gone by the end of the second period cos so happened ernest wanted to eat and he ate before chem lecture started. ms ang saw it and that was it. she confiscated it and shared with ms lim (my chem teacher). haha. it was really funny cos they were eating too. bingxin was more than happy cos she wanted to get rid of it. moral of the story: if you want to clear food from home, bring to school and let the guys eat them. haha. it'll end up being confiscated and that's the fastest way of getting rid of the food. whee! haha. i thought that was funny. yea. nothing much for math. contact was just bad. i never thought a dialogue session with the principal would work but alright, i was proven a little wrong as i do see that the principal is concern about our progress in studies. just that i think dialogue with a big group of students dont seem feasible. it could have been better if she's clear of the classes we're in and the combi taken by the students. the session would have been more fruitful i guess. school ended at 1.20pm. whee! short day for me. after tuning my gz. i went back to study in the library. it didnt help. had a really bad headache and i decided to go look for my dad. that was where i checked the list of students required to attend the consolidation lect for physics and surprise! i dont need to go. i was amazed but i think i'll just turn up for it. not like they'll know since it's in a lect theatre. (:
in the end, i think my day's just all right, though i dont know why i still feel emo. got my hair cut after dinner. hope i'll feel better as the week pass. jia you jia you jia you! (:
i want a new blogskin.
beware: it's april fool's tomorrow!! haha.
i'm feeling emo again. ): what's wrong with me? haiz.. thinking about stuff that happened throughout this month again. there were things to be happy about but most of the time, i think i'm feeling sad within.
when school reopened, my friends gave me my belated birthday presents. haha. a pooh 20-pocket folder, a pooh pencil case, a pooh pouch and a big pooh towel. was really touched cos i was feeling down throughout the whole march hols. that really brightened up my day. thanks loads! (: really sorry for cancelling the bbq that we planned for so long.
then the math test that was a disaster. how can i score a single digit. this is my worst math paper ever and yes, as promised, i wont let that happen again. (i want pepper lunch!!) but to think of the reason why i failed, i deserve it. on the brighter side, i didnt go against my own values. we should all learn to face deaths of our loved ones.
and that led me to really think about what is the significance of life.
before the performance with the SPH choir, ms lim was trying so hard to make us play with emotions, the song ju hua tai. she talked about death, about how we will think about the person and everything. i dont know but it just doesnt feel right for me. maybe i'm thinking too much. i shouldnt dwell on it. life moves on.
(i'm stopping here. i cant bring myself to continue.)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHERFENG! (i'm so sorry i didnt know it was your birthday.)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENQIN!
i'm in a good mood today. whee! it's finally the end of the week. but i'm still not happy that i dont get a public holiday off. ): haha. but to spend time with seniors, performing with them again, i'm quite glad. haha. so contradicting. :P
yesterday's performance was not our best but it's over and yes. i can spend more time with my family! was really sad that i had to eat dinner by myself for the whole week. all the late nights, returning home after 10pm everyday. ): haiz.. oh. yesterday was a full house performance. couldnt believe it when i first heard.
just want to say a big thank you to all my seniors who came back to see NJGZ. i know you all come back cos i'm still around. haha. just kidding. things have changed for NJGZ but we still had fun together yesterday, creating a scence of ourselves, laughing so loudly on the bus and crazily taking funny pictures. haha. i really missed all of you! thanks for the beautiful memories! cant wait for the outing! haha.
photos to share:
our practice area. squeezing 26 gzs in a classroom according to the sitting plan. had practice in the morning.
seniors and i on the bus to SCH. (:
yesterday's performers! (:
i feel like blogging today! (: haha. i'm in a good mood though my eyes hurt from looking at screens for so long. i want to thank yi yi, yi yi uncle (till now, i still think it's weird that i call my uncle this way. i dunno how to call! not my fault. haha.) and my gor gors for allowing my sis and i to stay over. (: and my gor gors for treating qh and i pepper lunch. our first time! haha. ma fan le. thank you so much! really appreciate it cos i've been having silly thoughts recently since there's a terrorist on the loose. i've been having weird thoughts such as him appearing at my door step, hiding in the cupboards in my house. haiz..
having both parents out of the country really allowed me to experience what is real independence. it is scary. i was in school the whole afternoon and i get so worried about my sis and everything. i think i'm really lousy. haiz.. i dunno how to express myself. aiya. in short, it's a good lesson learnt.
cca in school is such a burden. i dont care if my cca people reads this. i used to look forward to cca but now, i think it's a really heartless place. i dont even enjoy being there and yet i'm still persevering. haiz.. yesterday, we tried the new A diao and yes, i died. the same way when i switched to c diao. which means, i need to spend time practicing at home and yes, i need to memorise 3 songs by next sat. how am i going to do it with so much work on hand? i think sometimes teachers can be really demanding. i wonder do our parents face these kind of stress when they're our age. so unfair can. ): how i wish i'm not in a jc. like i can change fate. :( ok. think positive. jia you jia you!
shall stop my grumblings. i should be looking at the pile of homework. cant wait for my parents to be home.
HAPPY EARLY 19TH BIRTHDAY WANXUAN!
HAPPY EARLY 17TH BIRTHDAY MICHELLE!
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY!
long time never blog. or rather i've never been in the mood to blog since school starts. sighs. life goes on as usual with more homework. this year they've decided to scrape first common test. we have topical test every now and then. i doubt it's really helping me, nevertheless i'll still be working really hard. for the sake of the 'A's, it's worth it. jia you!
'A's results were out yesterday and i think my school did not bad. i stayed for the release of results. cant believe it'll be my turn next year. sighs. i am seriously scared! congrats to those who did well. to those who didnt, it's not the end of the world. with perseverence, we can still shine in our own ways. (:
aside from results, recently, things have been happening at cca. really sad conditions and huge problems. haiz.. heard from so many people, got to hear the different perspectives yet i cant do anything. i dont have the authority to do anything do i? what's the use of being in NJCOGZ exco before? i feel so useless at times yet at the same time i feel like laughing. i can finally wash my hands off all these troubles but i feel sad for my closest co friends, that they have to face these kind of nonsense. i feel like saying the episodes of the various happenings but i dont want to offend others and cause more trouble so i shall be as least detailed as possble. so happen there are so many conflicts and they are still on going; i heard even the teachers and conductors are unhappy as well. haiz.. what happened to cogz? it seems as if it's falling again. what's going to happen next? why should people insist when they know that it would not be accepted by the others? arent we taught to be flexible? why cant some people learn to give in at times? is compromising that difficult? haiz.. i'm really lost. so lost that i feel like running away from myself, my passion and everything. i want to numb myself terribly.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ABEL!