Wednesday, July 04, 2007 @11:13 PM
went OCS today. i thought it was quite a good experience besides being fed to the mosquitoes. ): it's great to know that army isnt just about the sad things they complain, such as the food and loads of tough work. haha. i'm so proud that the guys in singapore are all very fit and i mean it seriously. look at all the stuff they have to carry to do the tests! that's not mentioning the other even heavier weapons they use for trainings. it's totally amazing! i think what's more crazy is that they have female combat officers! omg. i think it's insane!
today's the really tiring day. i had to travel from school to OCS, back to school and travel to the pizza hut outlet at jurong east and then back to school again for cca. the problem lies with OCS and the pizza hut outlet being in the same area. man. this is such a waste of time but i cant help it. i cant just wonder off on my own. yea. ok. back to happy stuff.
went to pizza hut with a quarter filled stomach. cos we were told we'll be having lunch there! it's been a long time since i ate at pizza hut. we had the students meal and i think it's of a reasonable price! we have a small pan to ourselves, a soup and a cup of pepsi each. audrey, me and ziyin chose a different flavour each and we shared. so fun right? haha. and as usual, i couldnt finish my food. erm.. not exactly. i didnt finish my drink only. in the end ernest drank about 3/4 of the pepsi which was what i didnt drink in less than a second. it was really fast. the moment i went back to my seat, and he said you sure you dont want the drink, it was gone in his stomach. like a blink of my eye, it's gone. yea. audrey, me and ziyin took a picture! (: ok. i'm lazy to upload. oh and about the kitchen tour itself.. ziyin, audrey and me went together. we had fun playing with the dough! it's so fun trying to make it into a ball shape and trying to spread it out to put on the large pizza pan! (: oh. the kitchen's a bit squeezy in my opinion. uh. haha.
went back to school for cca to understand that ms lim wasnt going. ): no taxi ride home. oops. i'm just too tired from all the travelling and was so looking forward to it cos i'm suppose to be doing maths proj discussion now. see how stressful the life of a student is! yea. ok. so i went back to find so few people turn up for cca. i'm super sad. what happened? with this kind of situation, how can we be in tip-top condition for the upcoming concert in three weeks time? not to mention co.. i'm wondering if they have practices? i realise sometimes i'm even more worried for them. yup. we're a family. i wonder how much they do care about us. you know, i do receive stares from some co people. i dont want to mention who but they just look as if they're staring when i walk pass them, wherever it is. ):
oh. got to know we have 2 new gzs from justin, a fellow co mate. the one whom i'm totally impressed by when he ran for EXCO last yr. hey justin, if you ever come by, it's a complement for you! (: rock on!
back to the topic. yea. so as i told qq, now that i see her, it reminds me of how much i screwed the interview and how much stuff that i didnt say. i thought abt it again on the way home. was also talking about it with kaixin. in the first place, why did i say i want to run for vice-pres (co). that was so wrong in the first place. what i thought was there wont be a vice-pres (gz) so automatically, i will say co, as a whole. which means not only do i care about co, i care about gz too. it's not impossible right? like what liyan mentioned, this is a gd chance to bond co and gz together. yup. i totally agree. since the pres will be someone from co, which i highly think it will, shouldnt it be fair to let someone from gz to be vice pres? it's just an opinion.
another thing. i'm not sure if i mentioned this in my previos entry but another reason why i chose to run for vice-pres is because i know i'll never make a gd pres myself. judging from my own lousy personality and qualities, i think i'm really a bad person. yup. i dont want to elaborate more. yup.
then there was this question on problems faced. i said something about lack of funds. now that i had a quick talk with justin, i realised my ans was a total wrong. we do not not have enough funds. we could pay for so many sets of strings bought in singapore which is a lot more expensive than in china and purchase 2 new gz. wow. but come to think of it, isnt this not fair to co? they need more yangqin too right? heard ms lim helped to get more funds. i'm fine with that but has this got to do with GWH? man. not again. what's wrong with humans. suddenly, i feel gd that the world is changing and human beings are suffering. i know i sound ironic because i'm a human myself but things does not seem to work out in a way that does not hurt others. i dont care if it's physical or mental. some people are just very sensitive, just like me. haiz..
thought about loads of other stuff. no time to share. i need my bed. nights!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALINA! you said i'm a sweet junior and you're a wonderful senior! it's great to know you and thanks for being so concern. i've been missing your batch of seniors! jia you in your future endeavours. i'm here rooting for you! (: i'm so glad you didnt change your hp no. and my no.'s still in you hp! (: haha.
有时候, 真希望大家能够停下脚步, 换焕看待事情的态度及感受周围一切的幸福.