Sunday, January 21, 2007 @11:12 PM
it's been a really tiring week with piles and piles of hwk. i've never expect the first three months to be like this! it's terribly stressful! not just work. syf's coming and cca is having practices at full force. three days a week with at least 3 hours each. i'm seriously dying. plus the non- school stuff?! like having examination gz songs to prac and to pack up the still messy house with the people living under the roof disagreeing with one another almost the next minute?! haiz.. i've been really sad. to be honest, i cried myself to sleep on sat. i just dunno what is seriously wrong. it's about everything. what's wrong with MY life.
had PE last fri on the last period. said something that i shouldnt have said and i knew it hurt my friend though she kept her cool. i'm really sorry. i knew this was part of me. it's like i'm made to speak the wrong things at times. this could most probably explain why sometimes i choose to be the silent one out.
next incident. another friend. she wanted to walk with me out of school after PE since PE was the last period. we were best buddies for sure. the problem seems to lie with me. we chose different subject combinations. i see her less often now. haiz.. i should have go with her instead of waiting for a someone else. i feel really mean. i should not have done that! haiz..
packing the house resulted in so much quarreling. my parents arent like they use to be. they may be but it does not last long. i'm just so sad that why cant my dad compromise a bit. he wants everything his way! haiz.. i hope it'll be better soon. i dont want to lose my temper again.
on a happier note, i just had my bedsheets changed. it's powerpuff girls and it's pink! omg! haha. another thing. i've got my new study table! one last one. i'm learning the guzheng diploma song. the one that i wanted to play since dont know when. the one that has a totally weird tune. haha. some people thinks it's weird but i thought it's totally cool!
k. back to econs and all the stats that i'm suppose to find online. ):