Saturday, January 27, 2007 @10:34 PM
i dont know what's wrong with me today. maybe i'm just PMS-ing. if not it should be because i slept at 3+ yesterday. i was up doing maths and i'm proud i finished the whole of maths tutorial. i even started on the trigo tutorial. finished the basic mastery part. (:
today went thomson plaza to collect qh's new specs then to toyogo to get more big plastic boxes. it was raining and qh wanted to walk in the rain. dont know why i got so mad i refuse to share the umbrella with her. i did eventually but was half hearted. i've never been that harsh at my sis. haiz.. after that i kind of cooled down.
i became pissed again when i was on my way home. we took two taxis. qh and mum on one, me and my dad on another. it was a terrible ride home. the taxi was driven by an old man. he practically went at 60km/hr for the whole journey. besides, he steps on the taxi's break quite often. when he started driving after we boarded the taxi, he suggested that we go by the CTE and that it would be faster for us to reach our destination. in the end, there was a short jam. i thought that was so mean. what kind of service is this?! we paid around 15 bucks for the trip. ): i really wanted to get out of the taxi on the highway can. i'm not being unkind. i tried to think positive. he might be old but he's still working. at least he could still drive. but i still feel that he should really go home and rest, not to come out and stress himself and those on his taxi.
speaking of taxis, sometimes i really hate waiting for one. seriously, i cant believe with so many taxi service providers in Singapore which is so small, we still have to call or wait up to 20 minutes just for a taxi to arrive. especially when the extra charge would be coming up in say the next few minutes. taxis will only appear when the extra charge is on. if this continues, i dont see how it will help improve the outlooks of Singapore. Sometimes, i really do wonder how to tourists view Singapore. do they know how ugly Singaporeans can really be? haiz..
tired, sick and with loads of work to complete. i'll be sleeping at 3am today again.
Sunday, January 21, 2007 @11:12 PM
it's been a really tiring week with piles and piles of hwk. i've never expect the first three months to be like this! it's terribly stressful! not just work. syf's coming and cca is having practices at full force. three days a week with at least 3 hours each. i'm seriously dying. plus the non- school stuff?! like having examination gz songs to prac and to pack up the still messy house with the people living under the roof disagreeing with one another almost the next minute?! haiz.. i've been really sad. to be honest, i cried myself to sleep on sat. i just dunno what is seriously wrong. it's about everything. what's wrong with MY life.
had PE last fri on the last period. said something that i shouldnt have said and i knew it hurt my friend though she kept her cool. i'm really sorry. i knew this was part of me. it's like i'm made to speak the wrong things at times. this could most probably explain why sometimes i choose to be the silent one out.
next incident. another friend. she wanted to walk with me out of school after PE since PE was the last period. we were best buddies for sure. the problem seems to lie with me. we chose different subject combinations. i see her less often now. haiz.. i should have go with her instead of waiting for a someone else. i feel really mean. i should not have done that! haiz..
packing the house resulted in so much quarreling. my parents arent like they use to be. they may be but it does not last long. i'm just so sad that why cant my dad compromise a bit. he wants everything his way! haiz.. i hope it'll be better soon. i dont want to lose my temper again.
on a happier note, i just had my bedsheets changed. it's powerpuff girls and it's pink! omg! haha. another thing. i've got my new study table! one last one. i'm learning the guzheng diploma song. the one that i wanted to play since dont know when. the one that has a totally weird tune. haha. some people thinks it's weird but i thought it's totally cool!
k. back to econs and all the stats that i'm suppose to find online. ):
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 @2:20 PM
school starts and time really flies. it's almost two whole weeks. like wow! lol. orientation's over and the work is starting to pile on.. ): here's the start of my weird sleeping hours and the pain in my gastric. ): haiz.. what a way of living.
anyway, i feel like blogging about orientation so here it goes. basically, it starts off terrible with all the intro lessons for the first week. the second week is totally fun-filled. haha. IP classes were splitted up into the mainstream classes. i went to OG7 aka o7S05 and yes, OG7 rocks big time! actually, at first i kind of felt with cant seem to bond that well.. have heard of loads of stuff that say that the mainstream students feel that the IP people are arrogant and stuff. this is really saddening! i guess it's normal for the IP students to feel senior to them cos we've been around for some time, so i dont blame the mainstream students. having been through orientation, i'm glad that my OG is bonded enough not to have the big separation between us and them. and i'm so proud that our OG has almost the same no. of guys and girls! wahaha. some OG only got like 4 guys and about 20 girls?! omg. haha.
we did mass dance and some councillor says it's like mess dance. lol. it was rather fun although i missed the first prac session cos i went for a doctor appointment. this year we danced to high school musical, summer nights and the other one i dont know the song name. we did summer nights before, 2 years ago so i could still recall the steps. the other two dances. uh. hack. haha. we were just joining in the fun. lol.
then there was the external hunt. my OG went little india, chinatown and boon lay. was really tiring travelling around on foot. not counting the transition to the different locations. this is one of the best times cos we really bonded. i even got to know how disgusting my OGL was. he eats leftovers, mind you. dont puke. haha.
the last day's celebration was rather dissapointing cos our bbq and campfire was cancelled due to the bad weather. haiz.. very sad lor. but then, it wasnt that bad after all cos it's a new experience for me to have the dance party in the hall instead. (: last time it was at the parade square! (: hmm.. the dance party day was my birthday! wahaha. double happiness cos it's a new way of celebrating. as in with my friends instead of at home with my family. although i didnt get loads of gifts but it's still received loads of well wishes. thanks loads for everything friends. special thanks to sil who bought me a cake. i want to thank the 16 classmates of mine who celebrated my birthday with me. i was really touched. thanks loads. i'll always rmb the moment. ok. back to orientation. the last day, we ordered pizza but it took ages to come. that's why we didnt get much chances to dance at the dance party.
now that this is the past, just want to wish everyone all the best for the new school term. may everyone have a good 2007. (:
Wednesday, January 03, 2007 @12:49 PM
wanted to blog before the new year but cant again. the house was in a mess and i couldnt find space to do it. can you believe that?!?! gosh. ok. Happy New Year to everyone anyway. May 2007 be a great year for everyone. :)
now in school. really bored now. all the mock lessons are kind of useless for me, besides econs. cos i'm not taking any of them. lol. later accompanying sil to eng lit. haiz.. later still got cca. ms lim not going. that's good. need time to prac songs for fri. haiz.. why of all choose me. it's not like others cant solo what. nvm. since i've agreed, that's it. now must think of the songs i can play. ):
feeling really sleeply lately. thanks to all the packing and clearing of the house. can you imagine, sleeping at 1am during the hols because of all the packing and cleaning. mopped the whole house like dont know how many times. ): ok. i'm PMS-ing. bleh.
wanted to do a summary of 2006.. but aiya. too lazy. zZz. haha
9 more days to my birthday. people, pls rmb. lol.